2008-09-22T09:07:00.000-07:00

My Journey's have taken me many of places, as well as, a variety of experiences. Each of my own choosing. Receiving a deeper understanding & perception of my life / life. Havin had a broader more open perception at a very earlier age of the Metaphysical, Holistic, view's and beliefs. I pushed the limits so to speak. It was easier as a child, than when you grow up and let other things take over, we get out of the natural flow of the universe. Anyway, learning more and experiencing, to even disliking some of the experiences & the feelings I had created/ received for myself during these adventures as I will call them. It can be difficult to change old behaviors and pattern that we get ourselves into, even when we know we don't want them anymore. "Even for those of us that know how to change them, even knowing what we need to do, find that it is not always easy, find ourselves doing the same things at times. Which includes; making reasons / excuses as to why we hang on to what we know / are use too! SELF SABOTASH! life can truly be a beautiful experience, when we can get back to flowing with the natural current of life instead of against it. Changing the way we view these experiences can determine our out come. There's so much more than what we can see or at times even realize. I feel in my own way that I have been blessed, though at times I may not have always felt that way. It is with time and a little distance, upon relaxing and reflecting that I would put things into perspective, in truth, I have been blessed. Letting go of relationships, moving, losing loved one, starting over is never easy. Finding the blessings & the better part of a lesson in these along with a little gratitude for it can be life changing in itself. I trust that whom ever may read this and my other blogs will get the real meaning & be able to grow and make changes to their life or attitude towards life. All change begins within'! Usually it is the hardest to do and deal with. As we are our own worst enemy and our own best friend. Lying to ourselves is hard enough, as we know ourselves better than anyone! Thank You, for visiting and reading!

Graditude